Monday, May 14, 2012

140512:2.57AM: ......blank......

Alhamdulillah... semalam baru je bercakap tentang gerak hati.... hmm.. but then, tiba-tiba malam ni 'terlihat' a picture that I shouldn't see.... maybe that 'pic' can affect my intuition... I told somebody that sometimes, what we thought wasn't something what we think... sebab apa?? I told them again... sebab, apa yang kita fikir tu adalah lintasan ilham yang hadir dengan izin Allah... but it came with a reason... (tang!! *terkena sudah~~~T__T ) Ya! Aku yakin! even if apa yg kita terfikir tu jahat mana pun (maksudnya bisikan syaitan la kan), ia tetap hadir dengan izin Allah... kerana itulah cara Allah menguji samaada mampukah iman kita menghalang apa yang syaitan bisikkan tu... Jika itu lintasan atau gerak hati yang baik..maka Allah sedang membantumu.. Okey, berbalik pada cerita 'gambar' tadi... gambar tu betul-betul buat hati aku sayu.... dan tiba-tiba... my heart asking me "is this really 'love'??" and someone answer me... "Yes! this is your 'love'! cherish him! go and get him!"... but, my other half said "NO! it's totally not! please have faith in Allah!! yakin lah! gerak hati ini dari Allah! Allah lah CINTA mu! Allah lah KASIH mu! Allah lah PERGANTUNGAN mu! jangan sesekali berputus asa!".... *blank! =.="

Friday, May 4, 2012

040512 : No words needed...

Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah...syukur ke hadrat Ilahi....I've finish up all the papers...no more papers but still got final project to be done... haish...think back of it...can I really do it?? hmmm...not so confident but I'll try... Okey..let's move on the next topic..waiting for something big to be happen...what was that??? hmmm....is it today??? next week??? or next month??? pleaseee make it this month...the only hope I got for this 'something'..haha...

'No words needed'...what's that mean?? nothing... just  a sentence that pop-up in my mind just now..huhu...but it might have detail stories that I might never thought...for some reasons, there's too much words that stringy in my mind...if I can spill it out...how nice it could be or how bad it could turn?? but there's still one thing... the time when I realize that "It's easy to said things than to try it out"... Some situation caught me in action... huh! gotcha!^^ What have I done... hmmm... still no answer for that... but.. I wont put it all.. Just let the time being the judge... As long as the time pass, will I totally forget 'him'?? FULL STOP!