Assalamualaikum cinta...!!^^

"Whatever will turn up, I'm ready to face it!" Hmm...deep...but...am I??? Just let it be that way... Try to hypnotized my own mind...can I??? Sure can...eheh... Okay! Let's move on! Allah know what best for us...be happy and be ready! Don't gloom yourself with something you didn't sure yet...it'll just turn your energy down...be cool! be strong! be yourself! Aja aja fighting!! #yesyoucan

Happy Teacher's Day to all teachers in this world... Terima kasih buat guru-guru yang pernah mengajar diri ini dari kecil hingga kini... Hanya Allah yang mampu membalas jasa-jasa mu cikgu... I'm once a teacher...miss that title but Allah know what best for me... Alhamdulillah..bersyukur dengan aturan Dia... Aku hanya merancang, tetapi Allah lah sebaik-baik perancang... terima kasih Allah atas ruang dan peluang... Alhamdulillah... Get a chance to be a teacher again on Teacher's Day this year.. Alhamdulillah...something I didn't plan, and indeed, it's Allah's paln... My ex-boss ajak jadi 'sukarelahati' ke sukan tadika tahun ni..Alhamdulillah, happy to join them sebab rindu sangat-sangat dengan anak-anak Addien!^^ Here some of them yang sempat jumpa... #ahli2syurga

Urut kaki katanya...haha^^

peace yo!

With teachers!

But,..the one and only teacher of my life, already gone...Ummi...thanks for everything...Mother's Day also just turn up...a bit jealous to see everyone wishing, celebrating and hugging their mom...but what can I do...hanya Doa mampu aku sampaikan...Yakin kan diri bahawa Allah dah aturkan yang terbaik... Allah tahu aku mampu hidup tanpa ummi... 8 tahun dah berlalu, see now! I can kann! #hypnohypno #jengkreng Ohhoooo.... It's OK wahai hati... Sedih itu perlu dalam bergembira... Agar diri tidak terlalu asyik dengan kebahagiaan dunia... Semoga ummi tenang disisi Pencipta...Aaminn... #reallymissheralot 

Faith will never betray you!

Assalamualaikum iman! Apa khabar cinta?! #wahhh #cintapadaSangPenciptaCinta #insyaAllah

Apa khabar hati kita? Apa khabar jiwa kita? Tepuk dada tanya iman... Badan yang sihat tidak semestinya punyai jiwa yang sihat tetapi jiwa yang sihat pasti mampu menyihatkan tubuh badan yang lemah dek kerana lemasnya dengan hal2 duniawi yang takkan pernah sudah... Jadi, apa ubatnya untuk sihatkan jiwa kita? Ubat jiwa adalah iman...makanan jiwa adalah zikrullah...penenang jiwa adalah dengan mengingati mati...pemilik jiwa adalah Allah yang kekal abadi... Jadi sulami hidup dengan mengingati mati, sentapkan jiwa dengan ilmu2 rohani, basahkan lidah dengan alunan zikir menuju syurgawi... InsyaAllah jiwa kita pasti akan sihat, bahagia di dalam perjalanan menuju pada Pemilik diri yang Hakiki...

My quote for this month ahead "faith will never betray you".. sangat2 suka dengan quote nih...buat diri aku kuat...buat hati aku tenang...buat jiwa aku bersemangat...alhamdulillah... ilham dari Allah.. Subhanallah... sebelum2 ni pun, aku rasa sangat suka untuk tekankan bab "faith" tuh.. "keyakinan"... sebuah keyakinan yang tidak akan sekali kali mengecewakan kita.. Yakin pada Allah! 

Hidup ni kan ibarat roda, kejap kita kat atas, kejap kita kat bawah... apa yang nak dikaitkan disini adalah semasa kita berada di atas, keyakinan kita semestinya sangat utuh, tak berbelah bahagi...tapi pada kebiasaanya, bila berada di bawah, keyakinan tadi cepat pudarnya...hilang ibarat dibawa angin mendatang... kadang2 ia pergi tanpa kita sedar... kenapa? Sedangkan kita yakin pada awalnya.. 

Keyakinan ini perlu dipupuk, bukan dengan hanya berkata "ya! Aku yakin!" Selesailah segalanya... Tidak! Keyakinan perlu lahir dari keikhlasan hati, keikhlasan itu datang dari jiwa yang bersyukur, syukur itu perlu dilengkapi dengan ilmu2 yang bermanfaat... ilmu itulah yang perlu kita cari... ilmu di dunia ni ibarat air di lautan, terbentang luas keseluruh pelusuk dunia... Terlalu banyak, makin kita belajar makin kita terasa ceteknya ilmu didada... jadi jangan pernah merasa malu atau malas untuk mencari ilmu... ilmu perlu dicari, perlu dipelajari barulah rasa syukur yang mendalam dapat kita rasai...apabila hati pandai bersyukur, sentiasa bersyukur, terdidik dengan syukur, maka setiap apa yang kita lakukan pasti diiringi keikhlasan hati... ikhlas dalam setiap gerak geri... ikhlas dalam setiap tutur kata... ikhlas dalam setiap niat di hati...maka, keyakinan kita pasti utuh dan tak berbelah bahagi...

Bila ditimpa musibah, mulut pantas mengucapkan "subhanallah"...menginsafi diri dengan "astaghfirullah"...hati tenang dengan "alhamdulillah"... Allahuakhbar! Indahnya aturan Allah... diri terdidik rapi dengan ilmu2 Allah, hati kan sentiasa tenang dengan keyakinan pada janji2 Dia...sebab itulah, keyakinan tidakkan pernah mengecewakan kita...keyakinan pada Allah itu sangat2 indah aturanNya... bersyukurlah di atas setiap jalan yang kita lalui... semuanya penuh liku dan duri... tapi, apa yang membezakannya adalah bagaimana kita melaluinya tanpa secalit luka dari duri yang melintang, atau tersadung dek liku2 yang terbentang... Alhamdulillah, bila tiba di destinasi dengan husnul khatimah...subhanallah!!!

Jadi, jom kita sama2 bina keyakinan kita pada Allah.. seutuh cinta kita pada Nya, sekuat cinta kita pada RasulNya... kita tidak kan rugi walau sedikit... yakin dan percaya, bahawa Allah sentiasa ada..yang takkan meninggalkan kita tanpa apa2...!^^

#subhanallah #alhamdulillah #Allahuakhbar #faithwillneverbetrayyou #havefaithinAllah #ceriacinta #cintaabadi

"Focus and Aware!"

Assalamualaikum wbt!!! Evening sunshine!!^^ Wow! Looks happy! Am I really am?? Whatever! But! It's my choice! And I choose to be happy! Alhamdulillah....!^^ Today is my Abah's 56th birthday... So sad can't be with him today..but already made a call early...early..in the morning to wish him a veryyy goood dayyy... Hoping he'll become healthier and stronger inside out! Hoping he'll always choose to be happy! Hoping that he'll never give up with what Allah prepared for us! Abah hwaiting!!! We all love you!!!^^

He's happy with his choice!^^

Oppsstt~~!! Back to the title..."Focus and Aware"...what does those means??! Ahhaaa~~! Ok, easy story for us to understand...let say when you're driving... you need to focus on your driving isn't it? But, if you only focus, you'll not aware of what happened besides you... So focus and aware! hehehe...#copyandpaste

So, for conclusion please be focus but aware with your situation... Then it's save... Also in term of speaking... When we're gonna say something, don't focusing only onto what we're gonna says... but also aware with what we're going to say... Sometimes, because we're too focus on something, we lost something we didn't aware of... After loosing it, we realized! That we've lost something worth!

Today...

Intro....!! :p

Can I just babbling without a point? Seriously, nothing special to be told but feels like typing all out.. Weird haa! Hmmm... Just go trough some turning point in my life... I'm out! What is my definition of "out"?? Hmmm.. At some point, I think I'm out from my old lifestyle.. Out from my own conservative mindset... Out to somewhere I could explore.. more and more... It's all about life... being the new me... new life.. new experiences.. new friends.. new hardship... new obstacles... new places... new works.. and more other new things I need to get along with... in being a new me... What most important is, I'm here all alone! but I'm getting stronger with it.. Alhamdulillah! "What didn't get you down, will make you stronger"... isn't it?? Ahaa! That's what made me today I think! I thought so..Ohhoo...

Memories...Experiences... #withkids

Some'thing' I had left...Miss you all!

Okey..  Now talking about strength, why didn't I have strength for a confession? Do I really need to confess? Just learn something from my new housemate, "Asked for an answer!".. So, I really do need to ask for an answer... Do I?? Hmm...confuse...and it's complicated... You don't have to know what's it about.. Just hear me out silently...OK! #canyouseetheconfident #ahhaaa #mynewme #whatthehacks #shockingmyselfout #passout! ^^

Just a memory... #dontbeexaggerate^^

What changed?! For the first time.. This song gave me strenght! What song? Not the balad song anymore..not korean song again...not my fav list from drama ost... #ahaa... But without a connection to my life, it gave me strength... Enjoy yourself! #I'veneverevenwatchtheseseries/show #themesong #for?? 

 

Imam Muda Theme Song..ahhaakkss...I'm exaggerating I think...buttt nooo!! It really put up your strength and faith! Try to listen...and please listen to it with the "loudest speaker on earth"..eheheee^^ #notjoking! -_-"

Iklan japp~~~!!^^

My most familiar words for this whole year of 2015... "strength" & "faith"... I'll just get going with these two.. It's enough for now... Thank Allah for the opportunity... InsyaAllah... Will never falling back again! ^_^

Tetiba! #faith^^

"New Year"

Assalamualaikum wbt.... Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah... Still breathing strong and healthy with all the kindness given... Alhamdulillah... Its such a lonnnngggg day... A new year, a new life, a new journey, new chapter, new episode... Now here I am in the middle of nowhere near my family... This is my choice that I chose... Hoping something out of it... With some strength and faith... I'll go trough this path of my life with confidence! Want to make some changes in my life... It's not like I want to, but it's more like I need to! With some point from someone's Sifu, I'm going to get trough it...insyaAllah!!! SOIF...Strength Opportunity Improvement and Faith...I think I've go trough chapter 1 and 2..and now I'm at chapter 3...I got my strength now, I have my opportunity, so it's now the time for me to make some improvements in life... Need to achieve something that can prove myself  to everyone!

If anyone ever read this, then just here me out...Gain your strength! Find your opportunity to improve yourself! But don't forget... Put your faith in Allah.. Then everything will just going to be fine... InsyaAllah!!!^^

"Without braveness, dream is useless"

15112013:04.11AM: Thinking…

Assalamualaikum and greetings…^^ Alhamdulillah…Alhamdulillah…Alhamdulillah… Masih diberi kesihatan dan udara segar untuk bernafas… Just finish with that “little diary”… in just few days, genaplah umur nya 7 tahun… uishh..biar benar…7 tahun sudah #hapy7thbesdaymylittlediary.. Pagi ni, terasa kesyahduan yang datang membelai jiwa #ayatxlehblah… mata dah berpinau, tapi xjugak nak tidonye…insomnia dah ke?? Haha #insomnialahsangat… owhh… also don’t forget to wish the #7yearsof’friendship’ day to my dear ‘friend’… or… should I say #7yearsoflove??? Oh no no no! #thatwasasonglah! Hehe^^ But, seems this lyric lightened those memories.. somewhere… someplace…bila dia nak kawen yerr?? #haha

We’ve known each other for 7 years… No one can even think that saying goodbye is so easy…

But, we did break up… In my mind, there’s the memory about our arguments…

We met each other when we were too young, I don’t know how it happened…

Because everyone change…

People say that it’s really hurt when saying goodbye…

But we even can’t feel this pain…

We must relieve our mind: “That’s the way thing turns to be”…

I just cry and ignore time is passing by… I regret and miss you…I look at myself…

First, we’re just friends…Then we’re lovers…

So true that it’s hard to keep the friendship after we broke up…

Since then, in almost 3 years, we just sometimes contact each other…

Although I’ve found a new person that I love…

I still called you every time I sad and cry silently…

Telling you: “You should also try to find a good person”…

But inside my heart, I don’t want this happen and telling myself that “maybe he still loves me?”…

I know those days we were both still young…

We won’t ever have this love once again, that just remains as memory…

In some moments, I can feel your coldness…

But I know that there’s nothing I can do…

I heard that you’re going to get married…

I couldn’t say anything for a moment…

I cried because I really want to hear you say one last sentence: “I love you”…

And last… #it #was #just #a #SONG #peace^^V

Listen here… #enjoy^^

170913:16.57: Suatu ketentuan...

Salam and greetingss....wah wah wah...so many things happened with or without our concerns...if it something we really thought of then its favorably our concern...am i rite? if it's not then it might happened without us knowing...what am i babbling here?? ^^ something had happened! something i concern about! isn't it?? sure it is!^^ and suddenly, made me searching for this song...tarrraaa~~~!!!

also this song....^^

"a secret makes a a woman, woman..."^^

180813:11.22AM: Akhirnya.....tercapai jua^^

Alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..akhirnya ku beroleh kekuatan ini...Alhamdulillah^^. Setelah sekian lama berangan nak bukak kedai kek sendiri...akhirnya ku berjaya membuka langkah pertama ku melalui "online bakery".... "Najjah's House"...dah lama bermain dalam hati ni...akhirnya terluah

jua...alhamdulillah... moga beroleh keberkatan dan keredhaan-Nya..aamiin^^
Jutaan terima kasih buat keluarga ku yang tak pernah putus asa memberi kekuatan pada diri ini..sayang kamu semua kerana Allah^^  #Especially, Terima kasih ummi!! Love u n miss u always :'-)

Najjah's House

130721:2231: Suddenly....

Assalamualaikum and greetingsssss~~~~~~!!!!!^^

Tetiba...terasa nak mencoret disini...dah lama tak bercerita rasanya... banyak yang tersimpul belum terungkai... ada yang patah belum dicantum... mungkin yang rapuh belum juga kukuh...amboi amboi ayat... sastera nyeee haiii~~~ =P Mungkin sebab tetiba kan tadi kena jadi "penasihat cinta"..ececeh! Sendiri takde pengalaman boleh pulak nak nasihat orang yek..hihi...boleh je pun..no problemas... pengalaman bukanlah permulaan...tapi pengalaman tu pengajaran...pengalaman tak semestinya kena lalui sendiri...pengalaman orang lain pun boleh dijadikan iktibar dan pengajaran...is it rite? yup! totally! hehe^^

Well..well..well..apa kisah malam ni yer? hmmm... Sebak hati tadi, dengar sahabat menangis sayu di hujung talian... hendak dihulur bahu, tidak kesampaian... hanya mampu diusap dengan kata-kata madah penuh perasaan... Moga dirimu tenang dan dikurniakan penyelesaian dari Yang Maha Penyayang...Aamin.. 8 tahun kami bersahabat... banyak pahit manis suka duka dengan dia... Dulu, waktu aku jatuh tersungkur ke tanah... dia sentiasa di sisi... memang tak banyak kata yang mampu dia luahkan untuk mengisi kekosongan hati seorang anak yang baru kehilangan ibunya..tapi..apa yang aku sentiasa ingat...tangannya tak pernah segan untuk menyapu air mata yang sentiasa mengalir dingin...menompang bahu yang seakan sendeng... dia sentiasa ada untuk berkongsi duka... walaupun kerap kali jugak gaduh ngan dia...tapi kasih sayang kami, ukhuwah kami tetap utuh kerana Allah... mungkin inilah dia 'Ukhuwah Fillah'.... walau langkah kami kadang-kadang tersasar... masih boleh diluruskan dengan peringatan demi peringatan... Dia seorang kakak untuk ku, juga seorang sahabat, kadang-kadang menjadi ibu^^ bersyukurnya aku dikurniakanmu sebagai sahabat ku^^ Jadi, kini masanya untuk aku menjadi penyandar tubuh lemahmu, penawar duka hati mu... akan ku cuba semampuku sahabat... walau jarak menjadi penghalangnya....kemodenan arus dunia boleh mengubah segalanya..insyaAllah... Dalam doa ku...ku harapkan kau terus redha dengan ujian ini...Allah sedang mengujimu wahai sahabat...kerana Dia tahu kau mampu...mungkin beratnya hanya engkau yang rasa..tapi ketahuilah...ku sedia hulurkan bahu ini andai dirimu memerlukannya...ingat! engkau bukan keseorangan!^^ 

Malam ni memang malam 'sastera' agaknya...tak tahu kenapa karangannya 'kesasteraan' banget sih...hmmm... Sebut kisah 8 tahun dulu...macam-macam lagi yang terlintas difikiran... Rindunya pada sahabat-sahabat lain yang pernah bersama harungi suka duka...masing-masing sudah ada kehidupan masing-masing... ada yang dah berumah tangga, dah beranak pinak pun mestilah... yang berkerja siang malam, mecari rezeki untuk mengubah kehidupan, yang masih bujang pun ada (aku je kot..hoho..sabor je la)...yang dah merantau ke negeri orang...mahupun seberang....jauhnyaaa...semuaaa...dah terpisah....rindunyaa... tak ape..moga doa menjadi pengikat hati kami.... Moga sahabat-sahabat sentiasa bahagia, aman dan dilimpahi rahmat kedamaian dan ketenangan dari Allah Yang Rahman....^^

Okey...enough with all those memories...let it remain as the most valuable memories for us.. Hoping that our friendship would last till Jannah..insyaAllah! Aamiin~~~!!!!^^ Salam rindu penuh kenangan sahabat-sahabat!!^^ Ana Uhibbukum Fillah!!^^

Dear Friends...

Dear friends,

Those days were treasured,

Those days were unbelievable,

Those days were all that we need,

For us to cherish all the becoming days after...

Kawan,

Hadirmu membawa seribu erti,

Keikhlasanmu menyembuhkan sekeping hati,

Hati yang hampir mati,

Tawamu menceriakan hari-hari,

Semangatmu membangkitkan aku dari mimpi,

Mimpi panjang yang melukakan diri,

Tangismu membuahkan air suci,

Membersihkan hati dan naluri,

Membawa persahabatan kita merentasi onak dan duri,

Hingga kita akhirnya di sini,

Mengecapi impian yang kini menjadi realiti...

Life,

You live and you last,

Life give you everything you need,

Everything you want,

All you have to do is to search for it,

To look for it,

As it don't wait for you,

Ran after it,

Chase it and grab it,

What life gives you,

As you won't have any other chances,

It come for you once,

And those who listen,

Those who see, 

Those who think will have it,

Others will just grow without ever knowing,

What has life have treasured for you,

Live your life and live it well,

Then you'll see and you'll be,

What Allah has written for you...

Credit to:

-ichea-

I'm lost....

I'm lost... For seconds... 

How could I overcome the truth of this reality?

After 8 years... Why he's back with his heart broken stories...?

Bringing me through... what I'm supposed not to care...

How come this reality become so mean in no time?

Made me lost... In my own reality... of LOVE...

Should I wait more? Should I ask first? Should I lean back?

Should I overcome it? Should I retreat?

There's so much questions I couldn't face....!

So much answers I couldn't give...

Without a proper way and situation, there's nothing I could do...

Nothing I could change...

Then again...

I'm lost....TT___TT

100613:11.38PM: Still here......^^

Assalamualaikum  and greetings~~~!!!^^ Wahh...long time no see...hehe...see what...?? haha......... okeh! Just start the new story! #whateverstorythathappened...hehe... First of all! Hello! It's still me here!^^ Never change and might taking some more time to change....haiya! It's ok...never give up...it's all up to Allah swt... "Kun Faya Kun"... If Allah said so, then it will turn out as what He planned! So~~!!!! Never GIVE UP!!!^^ Give your all to Allah, then you'll be happy ever after!!^^

Okeh..Second of all..#saper ajar nih??hehe... Alhamdulillah! Akhirnya, bunga di taman sudah di'tanda'...belum dipetik tapi udah bertanda..jengjengjeng...of course NOT me! hahaha^^ On 2nd of September.. telah berlansung dengan jayanya satu majlis "pengikatan tali pertunangan" #ish..rosak bahasa..hehe...#sambung sambung.. antara kakakku n her fiance lah..hehe...alhamdulillah..majlis berjalan lancar dan tiada sebarang pembaziran berlaku..#sebab xnak jadi kawan syaitan..hehe... Satu malam tak tidur #sebab buat kerja last minit.. siapkan hantaran dan kek...hehehe...#sape suruh wat keje last minit :p... Yang bestnyerr...berjaya buat design baru untuk bekas letak cincin #kononnye la baru.. Sebabnya, sekarang da buat bisnes baru...hehe...Bisnes Angsa! #ape tu?? hehe...angsa ni senang nak jaga, xpayah bagi makan, xpayah sedia reban n xbertelur..haha...senang cerita jom tengok gambar..hehe^^

Antara produk yang dijual..hehe^^

Hehe...then, what's next? Let's check out how it's look! #bekas cincin tadi..hihi^^

Tarraaaa~~~!!!^^

Tema semak dan samun..hehehe...boleh la...janji siap...hehe...ok dah...dah lama tak buat kek kan..ni rupa kek pulak...untuk hantaran...^^

Ni kat tengah2...yang potong xde lah..hihi^^

Siap!^^

Masuk kotak daa~~!!^^

010513:14.12PM: Congratulations...!!^^

Assalamualaikum and greetings....^^

Alhamdulillah! Done!.. Congratulations!! Congratulations!! and again Congratulations to all my fellow friends and classmates.. Akhirnya, selesai sudah majlis konvokesyen ku buat kali kedua bertempat di KLCC pada 27hb April yang lepas.... Finished my degree! Alhamdulillah!^^ Everything goes smoothly I think..but for some reason, there's still something that keep on knocking into my heart...'knock! knock! knock!' [-_-"]

Seronok tengok kawan2 baling topi...tapi ku punye da mcm kena jahit..xleh nk baling jugak :(

Not the official class photo........waiting for the real one^^

150313 : 10.43AM : Renovation in progress. . . . .

Assalamualaikum and greetings~~~!!!^^ 

Then, again…living a life to the fullest.. 아자 아자 화이팅~~!! Wow..long time no see those hangul  words… while doing my job, still continuing my baking skills…hehe… at last, get an order for wedding…huhuu… still lacking in decorating but..I’d tried my best..and the result was “대박!!”… hihihi^^V

Red Velvet with Cream Cheese

Red Velvet with Cream Cheese

Alhamdulillah...almost 6 months working in Ulynnuha (2)...hmm...macam-macam pengalaman dan pengajaran yang mengajar erti kehidupan... dari sekecil-kecil perkara sampai la sebesar-besar hal..hehe... kalu ingat-ingat balik, nak tergelak pun ada, nk menangis pun ada...tapi..ape yang berbeza...budak2 zaman dulu ngan budak2 zaman skarang...SANGAT BERBEZA! hoho... macamana berbeza, malas nk crita...hehe.. kecomelan dan 'kebuasan' aje yang sama...haha...^^

Haha...banyak la pulak gambo nye... excited sangat nak tunjuk anak-anak yang comel2 nih... moga suatu hari nanti, kamu semua jadi anak-anak yang soleh dan solehah yer..aamiiinn...^^

Hah, tajuk post xmasuk lagi nih...renovation in progress....jeng!! jeng!! jeng!! biasanye kalu renovate umah ni salah satu sebabnye sebab nak 'bekwah' ore kelate kate..hihihi....adakah??? kuikuikui...^^V Kita tunggu dan lihat yer!^^ siapakah?? bilakah?? dan dimanakah?? sure umahku lah...^^ Tapi memang dah 'bekwah' besar pun kat masjid tuh..PM turun sini hari ni kan...tapi kitorang main masak2 kat umah jer...:p 

Makin lama makin tak berisi rasanya blog ku nih...hmmm...xpeee...insyaAllah, kita isi balik 'jug' kosong ni sabtu ni...insyaAllah...takbirr!!!^^ Moga-moga post2 yang akan datang lebih berisi dan bermanfaat hendaknya...aamiinn insyaAllah^^