1 Muharram 1440H

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Maal Hijrah for all~ May we also can be better than the previous~

After sooooo long, here I'm back with some new version of me maybe. Who knows~

Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Nothing more to say with all the greatest gift He gave, without fail day by day~

This gonna be my first post for 2018.. haha.. dah berhavukk page ni... Want to start writing again but dunno why, after the accident, too many things changed, too many things to share, too many stories to tell, but nothing seems to be at the right place to tear~

And, the most crucial part of all, l'm already thirthy this year... OMG! Time flies so fast, what did I already done in my past 29 years of time~ Well, everyone said "age is just a number" so nothing will change except the numbers~ Haha~ #whileberanganmasihmuda

A "Journey" That Past : Part 2

It's already 2017, a new year begin but already on it's second months, February. A month left without us knowing, time flies so fast, without us realize, how great something is, how important a person can be, how hard life can turn you to, how easy forgetting and be forgotten was...  Me, who still here, wandering, and still searching...the reasons I need to keep moving...and also, the most crucial part ever...already 29th this year! Ohhhh Maiiii! Ohhh maiiii!! nahh, forget it, age is just a number...chill! -_-" #ifIcouldreallyforgetit

Then, let's continue...

Yes, I'm still alive, I can feel that I'm still alive...I still can breath even it's hard, I still can talk even it's hurt, I still can think, even it's too messy inside... But, I keep on reciting my syahadah, because I don't know, if I can make it through to the Hospital, if I still have the times to be forgiven...I'm scared, too scared! Allahuuu T___T

But alhamdulillah, Syukur pada Allah, everyone being so nice, everyone being fast, in just 10 minutes, I already arrived at Hospital Selayang. I'm saved that night, thanks to everyone who helped, SYUKUR! Allah masih beri peluang Ke-2 T___T

A "Journey" That Past : Part 1

Assalamualaikum and greetings from deep of my heart... After some times, here I'm again with some pieces of stories to tell... But again, how am I getting the opportunity to "write"?? Of course, while waiting for Miss L finishing her meeting..haha... Still the same reason why I have "this" time alone to write... I'm not being anyone else, but I can feel that I'm being different... I love to write, but not anymore... I love to think, but it feels hard and yet make me wonder...what had happened to me? But than, Allah gave something for me to realize, for me to analyze, for me to STOP, and think more... Some experience, some journey I must go through...Even if I won't to... That's how affectionate Allah's Love is, how fortunate for them whose walking through this journey to Him... 

Let's get back to the "story".. An experience I've never want to happen, I've never imagine... 4th December 2016, a date that change me all inside out... I've been in motorcycle accident at MRR2 at approximately 0830 pm that night.. I'm on my way to my office mate's house for a party with one of my other office mate. Luckily, we rode a different motorcycle that night. I dunno how or why I can skidded of to the side of the road. What did I remember just the thought while skidding to the side of the road thinking "Owh, aku accident ke ni?" then "Bump!" tertiarap atas jalan...-_-"

While that happened, all I know was trying to breath in but couldn't... I keep on trying but can't, then all I can do is I'm shouting "Ash-hadualla-ilaha-illallah" with all my might while remembering all the faces I love, all the name I know, all the person I've sin... and thinking "Am I going to die now? At this very moment? At this state? At this place?" Then I heard the voices of the crowd, someone calling my name... Then I try to roll up, and I manage to breath in and out even it's kind of short and hurts so much, but then I felt relieved. "Aku masih hidup" T_____T

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Them... My Life Story for Now!

Assalamualaikum! Evening everyone! Here I am, a bit hype today to write. Some mood comes in. So let's celebrate those mood before the moody one come over..ahaha.. Just made a bare confession, it takes me so much times to tell. A very long journey to say it out loud. Now, people read, people know, people see. And people shut up! #alhamdulillah #missionaccomplished!

It's not because of something I hate..But it because of something I love. I do feel grateful being here in this company. So many things I've learned. I come from zero, from nothing. There's so much energy I gain in here, that's what I love about being here. By mean here is in Al-Isra' Associates Sdn Bhd. I love the nature, I love the people, I love the environment, I love the energy! And I love being in this Team!! MFE Team full of spirit! When I'm myself just a staff, but I do feel like I'm one of them, Thank you so much for sharing those energetic feeling with me. I'm grateful! Alhamdulillah! I love my bosses, I love my staffmates, I love them who appreciate me as who I am. Thank you Allah for this greatest opportunity. There's something in here I don't think I can get outside. Alhamdulillah, I'm still treasuring each one of it. May Allah borrow me the kindness in all. Amin. Here some of our pictures from last Jamuan Raya. ^^

MFE Team Gempak!

MFE Team daebak!

This is us, Al-Isra' STAFF! We're stronger when we're together! LOVE uollss!!

Why???
Honestly, me myself answer deep inside "ntahlah!" 😅??😅
#tetiba
#linkinparksang
"I don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard u try, keep that in mind i design this rhyme to remind myself how...I tried so hard"
#maybe
It's because of the environment, people inside, feeling...For me..maybe it's because of "keberkatan"... Syukur! Disitu Allah redha...InsyaAllah...
There's so much energy inside the office that I can't gain while I'm staying outside. Positive energy! Alhamdulillah! 😍😍

Alhamdulillah.. Syukur! 😆😊

#imtheenergygiver
Ni jawapan untuk part "nak jadi ejen dah ke??"
Xpernah terlintas dan terfikir akan dicampakkan ke dunia realiti 'insurans' ni.. Xpernah tau pon kepentingan dan cara kerja 'insurans' ni... Tapi... Allah kan Maha Kaya... Saya mmg xminat utk jadi ejen...tapi! Saya sangat berminat utk menyeru rakan2, sahabat2, keluarga dan semua yg BERMINAT utk tahu, utk cuba, utk teroka, ambil lah tahu! Any direction you're aiming now, just take part! Mugkin disitu rezeki anda!
Seriously this is not an advertisement! This message is truly deep from my heart. Saya suka tengok orang sekeliling saya berjaya. Xkisah lah dalam apa jua bidang sekalipon, just nk ckp, "this is one of it!" Tu je 😊😊😊

Semoga semua yg baca status ni akan berjaya dalam apa jua bidang yg anda ceburi sekarang dan akan datang..aaminnn! Ya Rabb!
#shootingsomepositivevibetoall
#happyweekendeveryone
#imtheenergygiver
x

#amajorthrowback 
#ramadhangiveaway

People asked me, "kenapa suka stayback kat ofis?" "OT ke?" "Banyak kerja ke?" "Da nak jadi ejen ke?"



Again! Honestly!

Jawapannya masih "TAK"...


Anyone berminat untuk join team yg gempak ni as an Executive Wealth Planner yg bertauliah di Al-Isra' Associates Sdn Bhd, boleh PM saya terus di no 014-6156855 hokeh! Let's spread the energy! You're the key to your success! Spread up!^^

After So Long...

Assalamualaikum...morning? afternoon? evening?? Nite already..but yet still in the office waiting for Miss L finishing her meeting. Hmm, just done with some major throwback to my oldddd posts here. Miss my old self soooo much, babling, talking, writing, wrote everything down in diaries, express all those feeling.. it's fun and relaxing. But me now? hmmm...didn't have times for that anymore. I don't think it's about TIME exactly, BUT!! It's about WILL.... Hmmm... Hmmmm... Where's my will???? #ohmaiii #adakahinitandapenuaanyangketara #ohhhtidakkk

Dah tua ke?? haha... I always adapt, but people says, "eh, mana ada tua lagi, still twentiesss" But for me, it's not about "you're tetiss fotiss, so u're already TUA, accept!" NOPE! DISAGREE! "TUA" here is not about AGE, but for me, it's about your mind, your acting, your thinking, your responsibilities! Your feeling! Hmmm...yeah! I agree umur I xde la tua lagi, but, the time, thing, money, feeling spend everyday make me feel even responsible on all things in my life.. Is that what we call maturity? Maybe. Ya it's true! #xdelaakunakcakapakudahmaturedsangat #tapiiiiiiiii #bolehlah #sikit #hehehe

Semalam punye madah pujangga...

Cakap sangkut2 pastu tak habis! NOT fun reallyyyy! TT__TT  Because there's sooo much in my mind.. There's so many things happened, so many things come and left! With all kind of emotions, I surrendered! #lost #but Don't forget out Faith, Our One! Allahuuu~~ He's there, really! Always there for you! #faithwillneverbetrayyou

Ok baii Assalamualaikum^^

#needtofinishupnow

#meetingdahnakhabis

#AlIsraAgencyMeetingJuly2016